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    12/18/2008

    Christmasy

    As if just to remind us it's holiday season, it's been unacceptably cold (for LA) and rainy for the past week, I could almost feel the mold thriving in my bones....
     
    Finally today it is sunny, chilly still, for the first time in my life, I had my picture with Santa taken, pity I am already too old to sit on his laps and tell him what I want. Well, not only that, also under the adorable humongous beard, it's actually our chief safety officer, plus I'm still working very hard on the part of what I want in general. But in any case, I still enjoyed it and the candy cane he gave me. I left the candy cane in my pocket which later my car insurance agent commented, "you look so cute with it, and I like you." It's very nice of him, but really, I only wish he can give me a cheaper rate...
     
    Just when every now and then I thought the rock and roll thing is fading out of my blood, some really good songs or bands came to remind me it's still alive. This time is The Killers. Although their name sounds extremely horrifying, dark, violent, verbally abusive and all that, trust me, rock band names are the most random things in the world, if anything is gonna tell you about their style, it's definitely not their name. On the contrary, their music is so warm and cheering, nothing extreme, feels more like a classic 70's band with new modern elements blended in. Some critics even went so far to predict they are the next U2.
    And strange even scary, every one of their songs is good so far, at least to my ears. I mean, EVERY. If you agree like everybody else that Radiohead is one of the greatest bands in the world, even for them, I only like some of their stuff. Now you may understand how surprisingly happy I am, like you found your cup of tea. More importantly, The Killers's music is perfect for the holidays, listening to them is like overdosing candies and cakes, the same effect as they say those carbs will be converted to serotonin to cheer you up in these freezing sunless days.
    Whenever I saw the cool grandmas and pas in their leather jackets and/or pants, chilling out in the back rows and sipping their wine, watching the youngsters screaming their lungs out, it may be quite absurd, but I used to be very jealous just for their passion can last that long. Now I thnk I'm more at peace with myself, I might have the potential to get there, just might.
     
    Oh, and Kanye West is GOOD...... I'm saying this very seriously since I'm never into rap, hip-hop. Or perhaps it's the charm of live performance. Anybody agrees on that?

    Accumulated holiday Polaroids:




    12/12/2008

    Interesting stuff

    One should never direct people towards happiness, because happiness too is an idol of the market-place. One should direct them towards mutual affection. A beast gnawing at its prey can be happy too, but only human beings can feel affection for each other, and this is the highest achievement they can aspire to.
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    Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
    12/9/2008

    Some Halloween Pictures

    This place has been deserted for so long, let me restart with uploading some pictures from this Halloween.

    Why I'll miss it

    Haven't been following up with BL for quite a while. Tonight I just happened to step out of my room, and got to sit down to watch the episode in which  Alan Shore and Denny Crane were wedded by a supreme court Justice! Then I ask myself, "why am I not shocked and have even foreseen it somehow?"

    Before I can answer that question, the storyline and the ending made me realize this is THE finale of the season, of the entire show. And that realization saddens me, it feels like losing a long-time friend, not only because it's the only prime-time network show discussing real-time political social issues in a funny wacky way,  also it's the only show that made me think, laugh and cry normally within a same episode. I think I'll miss these two guys a great deal, esp. their beloved cigar-balcony conversations, and their probably the greatest friendship depicted on television. Like one review said, "It'd be easy to call them the most verbally affectionate straight men on television, but really, I can't name any two characters on TV that express their friendship more articulately (or regularly)." Well, I guess I'm just fascinated by the magic of words of David Kelly (even though he seems to be against China, I have to say).



    10/13/2008

    newly-wedded mom and dad

    So here it is, my newly-wedded mom and dad.
    Of cos their marriage is not a fairy tale, but if only I could have the smile on her face when I'm at her age, I think I'll be very very happy...Open-mouthed
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    9/28/2008

    There goes my accident-free record

    I guess I should feel fortunate since it's a very minor one, and it's completely the other side's fault. No matter how carefully you drive, you can never avoid the stupid ones on the road.

    What bothers me a lot is the whole unpleasant post-accident experience: having to deal with the uncivilized people even though they drive a BMW for the unnecessary one and half hour; my good intention was abused to a point where they started accusing me for intentional extorting their money despite of the fact that me and my friends only wanted to exchange our insurance info; they even threatened me the pregnant driver got hit by me, I need to be responsible if anything happens to her even though I was the one who got hit. By the end, I really didn't know what to say because words and logic simply couldn't apply here if the other side didn't have the intention or ability to practice them. I was so upset to be involved in my first real accident ending in such a way, to see how ugly people turned into when it comes to  their own interest, that I was trembling all over my body. Later at dinner the delicious Tofu cooked by my friend almost fell off my chopsticks.

    Maybe it's really nothing to make a fuss over at all considering how mild this accident actually is, and maybe I'm just a wimp. My dear friends even said now my life is complete with this fortunate mini accident. Later through some revealing talk,  I realized how lucky I was to learn a big lesson for free through such a mini accident, to have genuine warm-hearted kind people around me compared to the evil I saw, to have a reason to smile at whatever happens in this beautiful life.
     

    9/24/2008

    Interesting Heroes Review from The New York Times

    I'm a semi Heroes fan, but never thought about why it's so popular. Now with the Season 3 premier, this interesting review gave out some hints.

    Supernatural Powers, Yes. Gen-Y Problems, Also Yes.

    “Save the cheerleader, save the world.” On second thought, maybe just save Social Security.

    “Heroes” returns on NBC Monday night for a third season at an apt time — in the midst of an economic crisis that confirms the worst fears of Generation Y members, namely that their baby boomer parents are leaving them a world convulsed by war, drowning in debt and melting down under global warming.

    The heroes in this science-fiction drama are a group of young people with special supernatural abilities who seek to save the world from a dark, high-level conspiracy, spawned by the Me Generation that is hellbent on annihilating humanity.

    “Heroes” is of course a comic book, a sleek cartoonish battle between good and evil. But the saga also serves as an allegory of generational malaise, a venting of the indignation and self-pity of 20- and 30-somethings reduced by the sins of their fathers to ever-diminishing expectations.

    The show’s creator, Tim Kring, borrowing graphic novel parlance, refers to each season as a volume and gave this third one the name “Villains.” It could just as easily be called “Victims.”

    Young people today can’t repay their college loans; they can’t afford apartment rents, let alone mortgages; their Social Security is being sucked up by their elders; and H.I.V. left them out of the sexual revolution: what was once free love is now a viral minefield. It’s a plight lamented in books like “Generation Debt” and even in ads for Freecreditreport.com that showcase debt-crippled lads gamely doing menial work as they warn others about the dangers of letting bills pile up. (“They monitor your credit and send you e-mail alerts/So you don’t end up selling fish to tourists in T-shirts.”)

    “Heroes” gives its fans cathartic validation: You inherited a screwed-up world, and it’s not your fault.

    These heroes are not driven to mistakes or misdeeds by their own personality flaws and weaknesses. When paranormal protagonists like Peter Petrelli (Milo Ventimiglia) get hurt, harm innocent people or put the fate of the planet at risk, it’s because they were deceived by evildoers who pretend to be on their side in order to betray and destroy them (credit card companies). They are vulnerable to strange, often biologically engineered strains of viruses; one could wipe out all humanity, another strips people with supernatural abilities of their power.

    And Generation Y has more special abilities than any previous one: these are people who came of age taking the Internet, BlackBerries, cash machines, Facebook and iPods for granted. They also take the taking for granted. They are the most coddled, indulged and overprotected generation ever. Swaddled in safety and self-esteem, they have all been assured that they are special. They don’t rebel against their parents or even seek independence; they welcome an electronic umbilical cord that stretches through high school and college and even the post-graduate return to the empty nest. On “Heroes” those filial bonds stretch beyond the grave: even after his father is dead, Hiro (Masi Oka) still receives his fatherly advice via prerecorded DVD.

    That ambivalence between fealty and resentment is woven throughout “Heroes.” The children must battle an evil organization known as the Company that was created by the previous generation, including Peter’s scheming mother, Angela (Cristine Rose), who in her salad days seems to have been something of a power-flower, a groupie in an idealistic cult that later turned monstrous. Yet even after learning of Angela’s culpability, Peter remains a loyal if somewhat surly son.

    Oedipal issues do surface on “Heroes,” at least among the wicked: the evil Sylar (Zachary Quinto), who keeps acquiring new and more daunting supernatural abilities, temporarily loses his powers when he visits his mother. And yet he does visit.

    Some of the most likeable characters are stuck mopping up their parents’ mistakes. In Season 2, after Peter manages to wrest back the vial containing the world-threatening virus and destroy it, his fellow hero Matt (Greg Grunberg), whose father was also one of the founders of the Company, is less relieved than disgusted. “Your mother, my father, God knows what else they’ve done,” Matt says bitterly. “How much longer are we going to have to clean up their mess?”

    It could be a while. “Villains” picks up where last season left off: An assassin shoots Peter’s brother, Nathan (Adrian Pasdar), a politician, at the very moment he is holding a press conference to expose the evil conspiracy, and the special gifts he and others have, to the world. Sylar has some but not all of his powers back and hunts down another one of the heroes, Claire (Hayden Panettiere), to try to take her regenerative ability. And Peter returns from a time-travel trip to the future to try to alter the present, which is on a headlong course to Armageddon.

    The ratings for last season slumped, probably because there were too many pointless diversions and time-travel to feudal Japan. Mr. Kring has assured interviewers and fans that the third season will correct those mistakes and recover the fast-paced suspense and tension of the first season. The premiere episode lives up to that pledge, with lots of violence, special effects and laser-fast editing. The plot and ever-escalating conspiracies are hard to follow, but even first-time viewers can easily get the gist, or at least the subliminal message: Don’t trust anyone over 50.

    9/15/2008

    My beautiful Mom

    话说,我老爸老妈要重拍结婚照(虽然我老爸不愿意),我真是甚期待甚期待啊~~
    另:我老妈如今愈发青春焕发,神采奕奕,想当年可是梳着两条大辫子的美人啊,都是因为我身材才走了样。可见我长得尚能见人多是老妈的功劳,而且扭秧歌真是个好东西。。。。
    ---看全家中秋团圆照有感

    8/30/2008

    Starry heaven

    Finally got to know the Enligsh version of it, somehow the Chinese verson just never sounds quite right, even though the original must be in German.  

    Two things fill the mind with always new and ever-increasing admiration and awe, the more often and more intensely the thinking is occupied with it - the starry heavens above me and the moral law within me. -- by Immanuel Kant

     


     

    8/21/2008

    Something cute

    I know, I haven't updated for so long, I made so many promises to write. .. we'll see.... >_<

    Anyways, saw something very cute last night, a gift from patient to the hospital, made of carnations.




    7/31/2008

    Long Way Down

    Back from the movie, highly recommended for every adventurous soul who longs for a great journey at least once in his life.

    Long Way Down: a motorcycle journey undertaken by Ewan McGregor and Charley Boorman, on which they rode south from John o' Groats in Scotland to Cape Town in South Africa via Europe and Africa in 2007. It is a follow-up to the Long Way Round trip of 2004, when the pair rode east from London to New York via Eurasia and North America.

    Beautiful scenes, adorable children and animals, and how cute Ewan McGregor is~ ^-^
    7/29/2008

    I am an X-Phile 01

     
    The X-Philes: devoted fans of the TV series THE X-FILES. The word is from the Greek root "phil-" meaning love or obsession, like in pedophile, you know.
     
    I am one biggest proud X-philes on this planet for about 13 years only because I can't be certain about the extraterrestrial beyond imagination.
     
    This extraordinary life-long fandom has finally reached a happy ending last week, I decide I should write something to commemorate the moment. But when too much memory and emotion strike me all at once, it is so overwhelming that I don't even know where to start.
     
    Thus I guess this will be long, and I shall go on.
     
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    另: My first audition 补完
     
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    又:某日去gym,发现楼下的Arclight Dome有这个,是真品哪, 人蝙蝠侠真的骑过哦,轮胎还有磨损的痕迹。就是据(工作人员)说跑不太快,而且我看了半天,觉得酷是挺酷,头角狰狞的巨有个性,愣是没琢磨出来英雄能坐哪儿,即是真能坐,看着也不大舒服的样子。想来英雄耍酷时,甘苦自知吧。。。。

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    原始尺寸:http://www.box.net/shared/static/q7chjhcu8w.JPG  for 各位batman fanboy, fangirl
     
     

    7/12/2008

    To be straight or not, it's always a question.....T-T

    剪了头发,发型师再一次很好心的帮我暂时烫直,热心推荐magic straight, 为啥每个都这样?
    结果只维持了一天,老板也夸好看来着,然后今天就卷回来变了一头乱发, 泪~
    果然还是应该留直发么?不过若变成permanent, 天天一个发型,也实在无趣,扭动挣扎ing.....

    另:今日gym泳池遇帅哥搭讪,后经过Sona room,见同一只帅哥如壁虎状贴于玻璃门上手舞足蹈与我打招呼,形态可爱,憨态可掬,心情大好。
    好吧,我承认是因为我穿了bikini。
    由上可证,本人性向端正,绝对是个straight...




    6/26/2008

    Viva La Vida

       
     
    Heard  this new single on radio today, it gave me goosebumps. Don't you just want to dance with it and immerse yourself with joy?! =P Even though I'm not exactly sure what it's about. People say it's about French Revolution, Napoleon, Catholic church, Crusades or simply love in general. Whatever it means, don't you just love the rich sound and lyrics?
     
    Haven't heard such a beautiful song for a long time, then I immediately went to search for their tour info, it turns out there are two lives in LA next month. As you can imagine, bands big as them will have their tickets sold out right away, it's too close to buy any reasonably originally priced ones already. Yet to my surprise, I was able to find single ticket on Ticketmaster, but not possible to buy two tickets together any more. Guess I'll have to go alone, but it'll be worth it. Coldplay is definitely worth seeing. Anybody interested in going should act NOW and let me know~

     
    6/10/2008

    How close to be a millionare

    Today I got an email saying I've won 850,000 Pounds, which is way over 1 millionare dollars.

    While I was very pleased with the fact, just can't help wondering how come I can win some lottery I've never entered from UK. Plus the suspicious wording and how they ask for your personal info. So I did a little googling, it turns out there is really no free lunch, at least you need to voluntarily TRY out your luck. Here is the link about the whole UK National lottery Scam thing, if you get back to them, they will make up all kinds of seemingly legitimate excuses to have you send them money to get your prize until you finally give up or get broke.

    Maybe it's an old trick, but I've never seen it before, a pretty vicious one, it makes you ask yourself "how far am I to be a millionare?" and my answer is, so far, so far... =P

    6/8/2008

    My Audition

     
    有一阵子的事儿了,实在纯属意外,某日after work跟同事去shecky's girls night out party, 看见这个为TBS喜剧My Boys试镜,觉得有趣,大家便互相怂恿着一起上了。虽然蓬头垢面,完全不camera ready,也玩得十分开心。事隔已久,不想竟然已经在官方网站上贴了出来,一看之下,大囧。
     
    偶想了又想,一想再想,附加受到Jenny同学的鼓励,还是贴出来吧,毕竟是俺生平第一次嘛,给大家笑一笑也罢。
     
     
    PS:投票页在此,如果各位真想看我上电视,就投给我121号吧~ =P
    PPS: 不知何故,在投票页video显示不出来,大约是我又用中文说了一次,比旁人都长些
    PPPS: 请勿询问douchebag是个什么东西,其实我到现在也没闹明白.....
     
     
     
     
     
    6/1/2008

    This 6.1

    So, to celebrate the holiday, we went to watch Sex and City after having pounds of sea food with the garlic smell still lingering on our fingers.
     
    Never a huge fan of the original show, simply wanted to see how the lovely characters in this one-of-a-kind series end up, just for the sake of it.
     
    It turns out to be a huge splashy fashion eye candy plus some good laughters and tears, and it adds one more item to my "things-have-to-do-before-I-die" list: be in a Vivienne Westwood gown (at my wedding preferred=P) as a hardcore VW fan.
     
    Vivienne Westwood
     

    Vivienne Westwood, arguably the most influential British fashion designer of the twentieth century, revels in incendiary provocation and a defiance of convention but nonetheless finds beauty and inspiration in the past. This apparent contradiction, to attempt to upset the status quo while clearly having a consciousness of tradition and history, made Westwood the most representative designer of The Costume Institute’s 2006 exhibition “AngloMania: Tradition and Transgression in British Fashion.” Given Westwood’s violation of expectations, it should not surprise us that the designer so associated with punk rock, torn T-shirts, and bondage jackets is also capable of creating astonishingly rigorous examples of tailoring and dressmaking.

    At the time, Westwood said that this dress was her most important work to date. Comprising a beautifully constructed and boned bodice as its base, the gown has been draped, fitted, and spiraled around the body in one unbroken length. It is an aesthetic marvel, all the more important for the virtuosity of Westwood’s approach, at once conceptually reductive and technically audacious. While the gown might evoke the French haute couture of the 1950s and an attendant impression of retardataire elegance, Westwood’s subversion is in her breaking of any prior conventions of draping and dressmaking.

     
    5/15/2008

    There is nothing more to say.. zz from Fei Fei's cozy room

    Fei Fei's cozy room

    具体捐款的方式:

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    如果捐到Mercy Corps,请直接跟您的公司联系是否有gift match。另外,现在Western Union正在dollar-to-dollar match up to $250,000。详情查询Mercy Corps China Earthquake Relief

    还可以通过这里查出有哪家公司为员工提供donation match。
     
    您也可以参与以下湾区华人非营利组织的捐款活动:(他们提供抵税收据)
    其它一些捐赠机构:
    5/14/2008

    TV news of Hollywood support Olympics

     






      
    Looks like I'm in it too, even though I don't know why...
    I have no guts to read news any more, the more I read, the sadder....
     
     
    5/13/2008

    这些日子

    昨儿个清早我就知道不对劲儿,路上一只横死的猫,正躺在黄线上,给来往的车反复碾得血肉模糊,真正肝脑涂地,如同一切巨大悲剧的发生,总有夸张迷信的预兆。到了办公室看新闻,铺天盖地的惨剧,撕心裂肺。然而当灾难太过巨大,人总是不知如何反应,于是处在一种麻木而不能置信的状态。再然后有人告诉我“湖北也地震了”,那一刻,才了解肉麻的文艺小说总爱用“心漏跳了一拍”勉强有些道理,原来人的心脏自发性跳动是可以因为外界因素而暂停几秒的。想起周六才在Tiff怂恿下给老妈五音不全的唱“世上只有妈妈好”,那时不是什么事儿都没有么?于是颤抖着给我妈打电话,虽然是凌晨三点,我妈依然很清醒。“没事”,她说,“在黄石,离的还远,晃得厉害,但是没有事”。于是可以把一颗小心肝放回肚皮,但是依然没有真实感。这样的天灾,成千上万虚无的数字下消逝的生命,在生我养我的土地上,不是应该在解放前或者刚建国的历史里,用旧日的苦难来彰显和对比今日之和乐安定么?怎么会,现在?是不是一场荒谬的噩梦?
     
    然而事实总是残酷,900个活埋的孩子等待救援,逾万的死亡人数,千余失踪人口,几十万人有家不得归,于是解放军部队开进,红十字,四处捐款,国际救援,奥运火炬接力也要改道,不管怎样伤心,事情需得解决,总要一样一样来。回想周六支持奥运游行,何等豪情万千高喊“Yes Olympics, No Politics", “welcome to China”, 转眼山摇地动,祸自天降。偏偏又是闹藏独的地区,又是奥运之前,真真多事之秋。难道社稷如人,总要“苦其筋骨,劳其体肤”,方能大成?若果真如此,我愿神州已历尽劫数,就此脱胎换骨,余烬重生,展翅高飞!